Whole back is aching while typing this entry. Luckily I had an MC to cover me for today, if not I would have no excuse to reason with my teacher tomorrow.
Actually, being sick this time round have taught me something, something valuable, it teaches me to be more independent, it's a stepping stone in my life...
This morning after I ate my medicine, I went to rest, while resting I listen to a song (the song that I currently playing my blog) then I realize something. In the past two days when I was ill, my parents did not feel anxious about me, they are unwilling to bring me down to the doctor, I thought they were being irresponsible, in fact I was wrong. They just wanted me to be more independent.
Yesterday night when I was in the living room with my mum, we had this conversation...
Me: Mum can help me scratch my back? I sick leh...
Mum: Scratch yourself la, sick only want people help you, next time go NS how?
Me: ....
But whenever we are returning home from shopping and there were loads to carry...
Mum: Come la, I help you carry some la.
Me: Never mind la, I can manage.
Mum: Not heavy meh?
Me: Heavy la...if like that I cannot tahan next time NS how?
And yesterday morning when I was going to see the doctor, my father passes me a sum of money...
Me: You give me money for what?
Dad: Go see doctor la.
Me: Me??!! Alone!!??(Shock)
Dad: Wah...so old liao still scare to go see doctor alone?
After all this, I have think it through already, I am no longer a kid, I have to take care of myself, I cannot depend too much on my parents anymore, I have to be independent from now on. What's my purpose of living if I always depend on others when I have the capability to do things myself, yah?
Actually, being sick this time round have taught me something, something valuable, it teaches me to be more independent, it's a stepping stone in my life...
This morning after I ate my medicine, I went to rest, while resting I listen to a song (the song that I currently playing my blog) then I realize something. In the past two days when I was ill, my parents did not feel anxious about me, they are unwilling to bring me down to the doctor, I thought they were being irresponsible, in fact I was wrong. They just wanted me to be more independent.
Yesterday night when I was in the living room with my mum, we had this conversation...
Me: Mum can help me scratch my back? I sick leh...
Mum: Scratch yourself la, sick only want people help you, next time go NS how?
Me: ....
But whenever we are returning home from shopping and there were loads to carry...
Mum: Come la, I help you carry some la.
Me: Never mind la, I can manage.
Mum: Not heavy meh?
Me: Heavy la...if like that I cannot tahan next time NS how?
And yesterday morning when I was going to see the doctor, my father passes me a sum of money...
Me: You give me money for what?
Dad: Go see doctor la.
Me: Me??!! Alone!!??(Shock)
Dad: Wah...so old liao still scare to go see doctor alone?
After all this, I have think it through already, I am no longer a kid, I have to take care of myself, I cannot depend too much on my parents anymore, I have to be independent from now on. What's my purpose of living if I always depend on others when I have the capability to do things myself, yah?
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