Haiz...After all this months of trying to act happy i can't believe that everything ends here...
This is really the first time i can think of a problem until i fell sick, but so what? Someone is still complaining to me about her? What can i do? All i can do is to listen...haiz...Nobody know how stress i am...haiz...
So much thing circle my mind later, very lately....Everything i tried to cover up have resurface up again, all those things i don't want to think about, all those things that makes me scare...What can i do about it? Nothing...
Can you imagine, there is no peace everyone's, whereby people shouting here and there? I can't even sleep well at all, haiz no matter how much i write is still useless cos nobody can help me now...Not even myself...haiz
I CAN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE!!! I WANT TO DIE!!! I WANT TO BE NOBODY'S BURDEN NO MORE!!!
This is really the first time i can think of a problem until i fell sick, but so what? Someone is still complaining to me about her? What can i do? All i can do is to listen...haiz...Nobody know how stress i am...haiz...
So much thing circle my mind later, very lately....Everything i tried to cover up have resurface up again, all those things i don't want to think about, all those things that makes me scare...What can i do about it? Nothing...
Can you imagine, there is no peace everyone's, whereby people shouting here and there? I can't even sleep well at all, haiz no matter how much i write is still useless cos nobody can help me now...Not even myself...haiz
I CAN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE!!! I WANT TO DIE!!! I WANT TO BE NOBODY'S BURDEN NO MORE!!!