Saw SOMEBODY'S livejournal and i broke down...I feel sad now...No use turning back now, for I saw the truth...I think I am about to go haywire any time now....
My sis and her Boyfriend are back together again...And I hate that...say that i am selfish or what...But i really hate them, they make me like that...Five out of seven days my sis will surely be crying, i really can't stay in this kind of house anymore...i can't study like that...Its total impossible...So Mr Goh, this is the truth...i can't do anything about it...This is not the excuse i wanted to give...Everything she cried i will be very worried that she might do something stupid...i really don't want to lose anybody i love because of all this...
For Keng... All this while i had been lieing to you...i had been giving excuses whenever i ask me to go church...It's not that i am anti anything...It's juz that i am scared...i am not ready yet for that thing...i am very confuse now...i need time to think about it...Whenever i really need someone to tok to i really wanted to call you, but i was scared...Reading that SOMEBODY'S livejournal makes me more scared....i really hope that you can forgive me...